shit

You and me we should get out of this town tonight...

its my luck every time i get close something is going to fucking stop it.. fate just does not like me.. not one bit.. it likes to toy with me, make me think i have a chance at happiness but just when its in grasp to pull it away from me and laugh as i fall to my knees.. sick torture(sp?) wtf can i do any more? i dont have control of it.. shit happens.. yeah we've all read the "shit happens" list..well lets add Deering-ist, its kinda like the judaism "shit happens to us".. but mine is more like "shit happens to me and everyone around me to make me suffer"... yeah something like that... i really dont know what to do anymore.. im feeling really lost... i want to help my friends with their problems right now but i cant even help myself, what good am i?.. im going to end up being hated by my family for not taking their shit any more and soon enough i assume they will have their shit go down and i will be forced to come back and become what they want me to be.. a fucking failure in my eyes and everything they want... fuck them.. "go to UW mike, i went there"... "you dont need to leave madison" "go to MATC".... i hate this.. i hate these fucking situations they put me in.. i know i put myself in my own situations but they are resulted from it

My name is slacker
I kept what i needed i turned off my speakers
I couldnt think straight
I made some bad choices

I couldnt let go of anything
Sleep like tyrant
Untrusting i wonder if anyone loves me

Dripping the needles
Take out conscience
Everything i needed

My name is foolish
Told everyone i was an asshole to question
Some body shoot me
I need corrections for my own inventions

And all i need is someone to show me the way ive never seen
I just want to find everything that i need
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end of mikes crap

I always used to pretend that the hero really gets the girl in the end....

Dont let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came
And while your alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that ive lived for
I can smell the ocean air
Here i am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
Thats exactly, exactly what i need
From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire
And im here to sing this anthem of our Dying day